I think this summer is going to be the best. I like to think that every terrible thing that has happen to me in the past month, happened for a reason and only good things are to come.

my life is beautiful. I am happier than I have been in a long time.
no more complaining, no more blaming, just loving.

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

I am becoming fearless
I am becoming more confident
I am becoming more mature
I love life

I finally am the age that I have always felt, whatever that means.

I'm a new soul, I came to this strange hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

I'm a young soul, in this very strange world hoping I could learn about what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate.
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.